I didn't a quiz tonight because I was curious about asexuality and it led me to the answer of gray asexual. I wasn't so confused and I was wondering what in the living hell is this?!

When I read more about it it finally made sense. Not only did it make sense but it defined me. I felt this weird sense of relief, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I've only been in one relationship but it put the chips in place concerning our sexual life.

I'm relieved and confused at the same time. How do I go about this? Will I ever find someone who can love me without wanting sex but not necessarily all the time. If I date another gray asexual will our difference in sexual desire ruin our sex life if we had one? Of course like any of human being i have sexual desires but I don't necessarily need someone to fix it for me.

I don't know how I really feel about this yet. Coming about this discovery around the same time as my breakup really puts me in a bad place and very confused. I could have worked this out with my ex but now I have no one to work it out with and I don;t know if I'll ever find someone who will be able to understand.