(((((((((((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))))))))))
Not much more that I can say, only I'm so sorry you have to face all this stuff right now. I'm sending you hugs and good vibes, and I hope things work out waaaaaaaaaaaay sooner rather than later.
YOU WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS!!!! No matter how bad you feel, I've read your posts here over many long months and I know that you have a deep, incredibly powerful inner strength. You can do it!!! I know you can.

luck&love,
~muse