Thank you very much for sharing your story and congratulations for your improvement. You are very brave for giving these steps forward. Don't forget it ever.

My psichiatrist also is very reluctant to give me a diagnosis. Last time, he wrote on the psychotherapy prescription: personality disorder ( Emotional disorder), this is the way Borderline PD is called here in Europe. But, he is very reluctant to openly talk about it.
The thing is that I have a tendency to avoid everything but mainly when I'm depressive, what happens very frequent.

Hey, I like your possitiviness. I used to be like that. I hope coming back to see things in this way. I feel better each day and I think I'm gonna get it.