I'm positive that if there is any intent to harm yourself, they have to hospitalize you. *shrugs* I've tried talking around it, but it didn't work, cause I couldn't deal with the issue that was bothering me. It actually just made things worse, cause then I felt bad about lying to my therapist. So I just told her I was doing better and stopped going. (btw, love the soap box icon, it's really cute)

I like the letter idea, that seems easier. Maybe I can ease him into it with a letter, like let him know some of whats going on, and leaving it up to him if he wants to talk more. Cause I don't want to pressure him. Maybe he'll feel better if I can just admit that I'm doing it, and tell him how, so he doesn't have to worry that I'm seriously injuring myself.

Thanks for the help, and for listening. It's a great help to know that people out there know what I'm going through and want to help.