Well the statement was pretty much a kick in the gut. She asked if I wanted to see someone else and I told her I didn't have it in me to start over with someone new. I guess she could forward all my information to a new person, right? I don't want her to be my T if she doesn't want to be, or if she thinks it's going to be too much trouble or work. There is a lot to my case. I have more or less laid it out for her, so if she has questions or wants clarification all she has to do is ask. I go to my appointments even ask what she wants me to do, but she hardly ever answers that. She thinks that me taking a break from counseling might work out good for me. I told her chances would be I would be back after so long of a time, this just puts so many doubts in my mind if I am fixable , or if she wants to be my T or not. And if she wants to drop me as a client , why? What have I done or not done to make her feel that way?