yes...it seems a major psychotic episode definitely does something to the brain. I am so sorry you are dealing with this cashart......as I know the pain I can fully empathize. It hard for the rest of the world because they just haven't been THERE.
from your posts it seems like you are kind of mixed to me then straight up down. I know it is hard to go ip with kids but in the long run....well you know
not to give a cliché but if you had a heart attack and then a MAJOR heart attack would you expect yourself to carry on forever after as usual
we cant beat ourselves up just because we cant see it

from: a psych central friend who may never sleep again