he who has no sin cast the first stone
seriously...im sorry you had a "friend" like that ...what she did was so wrong especially as a "christian'
realize your brain is lying to you and try not to get caught up in the negative looping thoughts. yes we all make mistakes and bipolar can lead to a lot of them but then....what is your friends excuse?
I can also get caught up in negative guilty obsessive thoughts but this is usually when im in some type of depressive state. I have learned to talk back to my brain and I only learned that from here! but it helps to have insight
anyway im rambling...know you are not alone and I hope you feel better soon
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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