This is what I think happens exactly. Except I never realized it because I forget there is a future when it is like this. Thank you. Now I know what I can maybe use to try to stop the thoughts from going on and on.
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Originally Posted by Captinbipolar
. My brain fills with the past and swarms with guilt. This turns into a fear of the future, for if in the past I committed such downfalls then the future must surely hold them as well. The mania prowls about my brain mixing with depression into a self hate of sorts.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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