Thanks January!

Lower doses NEVER work for me, so i'm sure i'll be upping the doses next time. My Xanax is 2mg and it takes two to even feel it, Klonopin is 1mg and I haven't yet taken a dose where I can feel it, but that's more of a longer term drug. I was on Zoloft at 200mg (I think) before. I just got on Cymbalta, and she started me at 30mg just to see if I have side effects, etc.

It would be nice to explore some of the bipolar options, see if they can quiet my mind. I think I would be a truly different person if I could stay focused, have thoughts come one at a time, shut it down a bit when I need to. In fact, I know I would. I would be a completely different person. In thinking about it, there are so many ways I compensate for it, it would be very strange to not have to do that anymore.

Anyway, not getting my hopes up, but it would be very nice if I could find something like that.