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Originally Posted by ramirorico
Thanks for your advice. I'm 50 years old and I have been to about 12 drug rehab programs. And I've had clean time in the past.
I've even started a couple businesses during my clean times and I did very well. The last business I had I got so much work I was able to hire 2 girls to help me! But as soon as I relapsed the business went down hill. Fast.
Sometimes I think about suicide. I don't know how else to end this thing I call a life. Most of the times I'll tell myself...I don't want to get high.
But there I go.....buying drugs and consuming them :-(
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If you've been in treatment and recovery in the past, then you should at least have some idea of what is recommended when you have a relapse. Find and use what ever safe/sober support you have available to you, even if it is a 12 step meeting. In my experience, trying to do this alone is a set up for more pain and suffering.