I want to be sick! I'm so scared for Friday, my dad is weighing me and I don't think I can stand on that scale again....I would rather jump off a bridge or role myself down the stairs, anything. I can't sleep or breath! I've had blood noses and shortness of breath I'm so stressed! I've also started cutting again to keep some control over my body, it's mine and I should be able to do what I want with it.