I'll try and make this short .....

In April 2010 I was advised to go to ER for a neuro eval. Memory loss and psych issues. Brain is mildly abnormal. I was refused treatment. Last thing I remember until July 2012.

Took awhile but I pieced together a few records and discovered that I was medicated heavily after a "psychotic" event in January 2011. In April 2010 all I was taking Rx was klonopin.

Between April 2010 -July 2012 I was given every antipsychotic you can name. Haldol, serroquel, zyprexa, lithium, exelon, mirapex, Zoloft, klonopin, Xanax, etc....

I saw a neurologist in June 2012 and she concluded I had been literally drugged out of my mind. There were multiple inpatient treatments etc. Psych and neuro argued over a diagnosis.

When I started remembering in Juky 2012 I realized I had gained 100 lbs ...280 lbs weight. I was not happy.

Today, I'm slowly losing, finally.

My problem is, I'm anxious, older, legally blind (happened while I was in lala land) and weak. I put myself on a low carb diet. But I'm severely lacking in the area of exercise. I've list mega weight earlier in my life and reaped the physical and mental benefits. Now it's a battle I never thought I'd have to fight again.

Suggestions ??? My body is depressing. My energy is lacking. Depressed ... if course. Physical eval is normal. Psych pending. Zero psych meds for 18 months .... but I need something ..... klonopin.

Rip Van Winkle .....