I just find it annoying. It makes me very impatient to have my mind going fast and my body saying "let's nap". But at least I'm sleeping and not sleeping is always the hardest thing of all. Now if I just could sleep on a better schedule but that's probably coming as the lower mood takes over. For a few days this will feel like a little break and then it will get hard again. Hopefully we can stop it by increasing my AD a tiny bit. I'm hoping to hear back from my dr about that this evening.

I agree though, it is very frightening when the depression gets bad and the mind is still going too fast. If we can't get my AD dose right that will happen soon and I dread it even though it is usually pretty much a certainty with the way my mood progresses through this and especially this time since the AD has been nearly completely gone for a week. I wish you didn't have to go through that. Or that I didn't in a few days.

Hope you are feeling a little better.