I know how you feel. I was diagnosed with depression my senior year of highschool and it was really hard. My family denied my issue and made me feel crazy. I had to be the one to put myself in the guidance counselors office and tell then how I felt. If they are doing their job correctly they will take you seriously. Next thing I knew I was sent to a crisis center where I was hooked up with a psychiatrist and connections for a therapist. It was scary. But its nice to at least KNOW what's wrong. Try to stay strong. You may want to/need to take meds and it may be a trial/error sort of thing. But if you are finding it hard to talk to someone in your life such as a friend or family member, I HIGHLY recommend you see a therapist. They aren't going to judge you for being a male. If you can't get through to the school counseler, talk to a teacher you trust. Their job is to help you.