I was reading about this disorder. It's incredible the great amount of Literature written about borderline disorder.
I can see myself related to many of the things I read. I'm a bit scared, I'm not gonna lie. I'm not a girl and there is so much work for me to do.

Perhaps, I'm wrong. But, this strenght I was talking in the post above...I think I identified this strenght. I think it was, it is my real self.
Not sure, perhaps I only saying nonsenses...I have so many things in my head now that it will take to me a time to order them.