I had a bad adolescence due to trauma and neglect issues. It culminated in ECT treatments when I was 19. Then I was EXCELLENT until I turned 25. I hadn't self harmed in six years, I had a baby, I got married, I finished college...and then...everything just fell apart. I've yet to figure out why. I had to have ECT again in the fall, after six hospitalization and two psychotic breaks. But I feel pretty good again. I still hate hospitals and police (just because it reminds me of being taken away in police cars to the hospital), and get nervous when ambulances are around...even around the school psychologist bc I'm afraid he can figure me out...but overall I'm doing well and I hope to god I get another six years out of this.