dear t: a week from today you are supposed to be here for a few days! I'm sitting here thinking tonight, you know, I am likely going to cry when I first see you. I'm just emotional like that, you know. Be ready for it! I'm also sitting here with a healthy dose of "she might NOT come" too. Just being realistic, and all. Because it's been 2.5 years since we sat in the same room. I don't miss you as much as I used to, not by a long shot, but I still want to see you one last time. That's still important to me, for whatever reason. So I hope you don't change your plans. And I hope you remember to text me like you said you would to arrange a meeting. If you don't I'm going to call you, bet on it.