I'm so sorry to hear that you are struggling. I don't really know how health care works in the US, other than its expensive especially if you have no benefits. It sounds like you have some coverage? Have you ever tried other kinds of therapy?

Being 24, I know how it can feel like your life is over. But truly, you have so many years to look forward to! Is there anyone you can reach out to right now? A friend, family member?

I don't have any real advice to give. But I'm here to listen. I know how hard it is to struggle with these things. I'm glad you are reaching out. I hope someone has some good words of advice to you. In the meantime, if you need to call the crisis line again, please do.

Sending you lots of hugs.