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Old Apr 30, 2015, 11:18 PM
finding_my_way finding_my_way is offline
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Originally Posted by Claritytoo View Post
I don't have a single person who controles the body. We all take turnes depending on what is needed. I used to dream that there was a building with rooms where a bunch of people stayed. Some liked each other and some didn't but they all knew each other. But that was a dream that I would have a few time per year. Each time the dream would pick up where it had left off the last time. I used to have several dreams like that. When I started therapy the building in my dream became run down and the people in it had to move. But again this was a dream I had while I was asleep at night. I think now that might have been my system but I am not certain. Other wise I don't have a certain place were we go. Some of my parts have a place were they always stay. Like I have a dark lady who sits on a bench near a pond. The sky is over cast and the air is cool. That is what I see in my minds eye. But she don't go there, she is always there. She was at session once but even than she seemed to still be on the bench. I also had a young one who was at my old house and couldn't come out of the room because she had to go into the hallway. The hallway was very bad. My t helped her, we had the bedroom door open into my t's office. That got her out of the room without her having to go down the hall. Later on that day the young one and I decided to blow a hole through the wall at the end of the hall to let in the light and destroy the darkness and badness of the hallway. It helped. Is that an inner-world? My young one stayed in the room and didn't leave until we helped her get into session. If it is not an inner world what is that? Thanks
actually, now that you say that, it made me think of a few things more that i had forgotten. i had what i know was a dream but what i also think was something related to an internal world of sorts. it was a cave with all these rooms where all these people lived. they had their own rooms.

there is also a young part who was stuck in the dark in a childhood room i had too (not in a dream) but how i could see her/feel her, etc. that was the only part i could 'see' who had a 'place' though really.

i have not felt them like i used to be able to. and now it seems like things have shifted the last while in how they work or something.