As long as you keep talking "on and off" with this guy, you are not serious about letting go. And this guy is taking you for an emotional ride. He can commit to anyone at anytime. Anyone can. You wonder how he handles being alone. Maybe he's not as alone as you think he is.

I've been where you're at. This guy can seem so very special because you don't actually depend on him for anything. In fantasy land, anyone can be Mr. Wonderful. A lot of the things you love about him are qualities you've given him in your imagination. He's not all that, as other women who've been in his life could tell you.