It's been a year since I've been here (this State i live in and also this forum).

I come a long way. But still in same position though my mind is different. I know I am a lot stronger. But I do find myself withdrawing.

I am blessed with many people who still love me though they can't help the inner me.

It is a real rough morning today. I have been doing something I need to stop.
Actually, I just realized I'm in a real bad state of mind. I did not realize this until now as things have been calmer for me and I had positive out look.

I also don't seem to interact with people well anymore.

I really need to sleep.