I meet with my friend on Wednesday. Unfortunately, she didn't have anything before my next session Monday.

I don't even know what to think. I've written my T. a letter about how this is exactly like my mom. I trusted her, let down my walls and told her feelings and now she's pushing me away. I can't email her and only text for scheduling. SO, I've taken a picture of my letter to text to her. If i'm going to be miserable this weekend, she can share in the pain.

I really don't think she realized how bad her timing was. The last part of our conversation as I was heading out the door was that her timing sucked. She looked confused. I said next week is Mother's Day and my mom died last May. She asked if I thought she did it on purpose. I said no it's obvious you didn't think at all and I left.

I don't know how to tell if it's our personalities or the transference. I've made a lot of progress and even friends have made comments. But, this relationship is so painful.