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Old May 01, 2015, 01:02 PM
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I was thinking about getting more cigarettes and quit when I'm out of the hospital.

I want to spend my last amount of money - 30 dollars on a pack or two. But I'm not going to.

My mom gave me 40 and said no cigarettes. Then she trusted me with the bank card.

I feel so bad. I can't explain it. It's not a big deal and half the time i don't think I have an illness.
I often "forget"(also known as "losing insight") into having schizophrenia. I lose insight often and I will be genuinely clueless as to why the hell I'm taking a bunch of meds for an illness I don't believe I have...