I dont know much about it, but I just wanted to tell you not to be embaressed or worried about asking. we all have questions about personal things...believe me, i do too. besides, thats what this forum is for anyways. so, just wanted to let you know that. but, just taking a guess, maybe like elsqueelio first said, you just like people emotianally connecting with you or just helping you and it might just feel good to be relaxed?