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waggiedog · May 01, 2015, 04:40 PM

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Originally Posted by HonestlyLying

I'm suicidal tonight. I can't eat and my brain is fried. I feel out of touch with the human race. I watch people eat and I just shake my head. I know I can't eat. How ridiculous is that? I don't feel like a human any longer.

Darling, I soooo feel for you, I really do. Only tonight I went past the pizza parlour and stopped and watched all the ''normal'' folk ordering their meal, chatting and laughing, and others eating their meals. I just had to check them out to see if they were large people or skinny ones (my obsession) I just can't get it into my head that skinny people do actually eat without getting fat!!!!! I can't even look at a ''normal'' meal without it ending up on my hips ~ a moment on the lips is a lifetime on the hips and all that jazz. I'd have given anything not to have been born and raised with an eating disorder, my whole family are basically compulsive eaters so mine is 'learned behaviour' I guess. I'm here if you need to talk hun.