Hi Jordan,

It's unfortunate that you are experiencing these feelings of depression. The darkness of depression can often seem surreal, affecting only you and leaving others in a position of not understanding.

I am wondering if your depression began prior to your relationship with your fiancé. Based on your story, it appears there may be some serious communication issues in the relationship. Being devoted to a relationship that is marked by poor communication can be a cause of depression in itself.

I would also like to encourage you to consider the depth of your compatibility with this person. It seems that you two are not "on the same page". She's on a different chapter. If she does not respect you and accept the person you are today, how will she do so tomorrow?

Best wishes to you, Jordan! Keep us posted.