I'm sorry to hear that teleea that doesn't sound like to much fun but I suppose I'll take what I can if it makes me stable, problem is it doesn't lol. As for the word thing I hate this too. I know a lot of words and can have an intelligent conversation (grammar is anther matter though lol) but constantly I go blank mid sentence like you said. It does give me awful anxiety like everyone thinks I either don't know what I'm talking about or like you said inarticulate and uneducated. Glad to know I'm not alone on this. Thanks for the response