I think i have been bullied almost everywhere i went, schools, neighborhood, places where teens hang out. And when i couldnt take it, tried to stand up for myself, it got worse.
This ongoing neighborhood dispute and abuse had a long lasting effect on me, it got me more paranoid and make me say things that others use to mock against me which in turn got me more paranoid, and i couldnt take it anymore which made me took it against these abusive people. Even up till now, even though my parents had finally arranged us to move out in 5 months, im still paranoid at these people. i couldnt wait anymore and i am making plans to rent a temporary care centre to stay at.
currently feeling so empty, depressed at everything