Thank you to everyone--

As I sit here and I try to answer this, my head rings with voices that are loud. Yes, I have a T that is trying hard. Opening up inside is very scary and it is hard as was told never to tell. My safety IRL is very questionable. Hiding seems to be a daily thing. Wondering if the others are allowed without fear of being cast out or what other call evil. Allowing them to have a voice without fear of being in trouble is very real. So many times I have pushed them back and not allowed them to have a voice because it is not safe, but they have something to say. Sometimes I am afraid of what that is and to protect myself from those outside IRL, I find myself denighing my system and everytime it causes an uproar inside. Thank you all for your words and help. I appreciate all of you.

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