So the other day was the 1 year anniversary of my cousin passing away and I had hidden all of my feelings all week in order to not bring down my fiance. So the day came where it was the day I had found out last year that she had passed. That's when all of the feelings hit me. However, my fiance had plans the day I broke down and he had still expected me to follow through with them even when I said maybe its best I dont come. So he got upset with me that I was being too selfish that I was still upset about my cousin and that I should get over her death and that I should suck it up cuz I was ruining his plans for the night. And then he decided to tell me to leave and never come back, as I was crying. So that happened and I left and after a few hours I had to return so I could sleep as I worked the next morning and I had nothing with me. So now I feel like this relationship is a one way street where he only expects the world and if I say I just need time, I am the selfish one. Help. I don't think I can be in this relationship or marry him anymore...