I am so sorry for your loss.

It was exceedingly cruel to disregard your intense feelings on the anniversary of learning of your cousin's death. And then to tell you to leave and never come back: that was unspeakable. Your feelings sound entirely reasonable; the one-year anniversary of a loss is well known to often be an extremely emotional and difficult day.

I wish you comfort and healing today and from now on. Are there other people in your life to whom you can turn and be treated with the kindness and understanding that you deserve?

(((((ddshow)))))