I posted a few weeks ago about how my GF's son was driving me to be symptomatic. As much as I hate to hurt people, I had to break the relationship off. She was very upset and apologetic, but I could not continue to be in that environment. I told her that I was not interested in a relationship with anyone because of my major depression and PTSD. Now I find my self calm in the quiet of a peaceful house, but alone. It is not really registering as a loss, but not really a gain either. Loneliness with depression is a sad place to be. Not sure where to go from here except focus on work and get my symptoms to calm down.