Took a little break from therapy and such. Things were okay so T and I thought it would be a good time for a break. We knew it wouldn't be long term unfortunately. With mothers day and my mom's birthday both coming up in the next couple of weeks all my fears of abandonment have resurfaced. Fortunately, T is always there for me...so we are back at it again... Feeling like a bit of a failure but what it is what it is.