Look at this as a blessing from GOD!

You've been given a perfectly clear sign that this guy is a grade-A JERK! He tells you to leave because you're upset over the death of your cousin? I can understand if he was upset that his plans were ruined for the day (but even so, he should have had some compassion for you!) But telling you to leave because you were upset? Kick this guy to the curb before you marry him and get chained to him for life! (Or until divorce, but that's pretty messy and best avoided...)