<font color="blue"> </font> What you just wrote, is me.. Totaly, I feel every thought you do. I don't get the HIGHS that people talk about, sometimes I wish I did. Manic for me is always on the down side, it takes me an hour to get out of bed, and if I did'nt kick myself I would be there all day.
At night the racing thoughts, vivid dreams. To where I can't sleep, which as you now starts the cycle over again. To me it's like playing catch up all the time.
Thanks for your post, meant alott to hear someone else say what I feel..