i hate when doctors are like WHY ARE U ON ALL THESE MEDS. im like embarrassed about it that i have to tell them my diagnoses. it happened at the eye doctor i last went to. its happened at urgent care too. omg...i hate doctors.


also this young girl last night at work asked me how i can afford to live on my own and afford food and stuff if i only work at the grocery store. shes in high school but i was taken back. i mean like, thats kind of a rude question....i just said well thats a personal question and she said sorry. i didnt wanna be like well im on disability bc im mentally ill and also i have a trust bc my therapist ****ed me and then i sued him. that would be like verbal vomit and she prob wouldnt have believed me anyway.... no one believes what i say there. they dont believe im actually 28, one of them wanted to see my drivers license. then they didnt believe that i smoke cigs. wtf? so why would they believe that my life has been a hard road. maybe i just look too innocent and naive. ummm i think im ranting