I see it as a game too, albeit in a slightly different way.

The bolded part is really all I want out of a therapist, but apparently it's too ****ing much to ask for, HAHAHAHA.

People always tell me I should be a therapist and I have to make a serious effort not to laugh. I hear similar things, about how self-aware I am and so on.

I have to deal with therapy for medication and **** too(that and my recurrent interpersonal problems getting me forced into it yet again), hence my utter annoyance with the whole thing.

I appreciate your relevant response, so thanks!