Dear T,

I know you are super busy with graduation and everything..and that's why we couldn't have our appointment this week. But if I feel like this tomorrow, I'm going to call you.

Remember you said, "Call anytime! Email anytime!"
All I think I need is a short check in.

It's scary? Anxiety-provoking? Feels bad? ...feeling this dependent on you and I don't like. The last time I felt dependent ...and let that person in my life..he wrecked my life. I wrecked my life?

You are so nice. I don't like it at all.