I don't care much for always being right...though I admit sometimes when I end up arguing with people I realize I am getting caught in 'being right' when I should just let it go, but I actually recognize it and then try and change it when I realize it. Sometimes my brothers helped me with that like we might get into a little argument and he sort of points out I am getting all worked up over nothing and may as well just let it go so the both of us have a better time.

But regardless of that, I still cannot say I have a very functional life...I mean I function to the best of my ability but that's not good enough to hold a job, and much the time its not even enough to keep up with daily living like just basic hygene, chores and any social obligations like family gatherings or spending time with family/friends who I get along with...like someone might text me to hang out and I am so exhausted I just want to sleep when I haven't even done a lot to exert myself, or someone wants my help and then I feel bad because I just have nothing left to give then I still try.