I really need you. Sent you an email with 911 in the subject line. My dog is sick and may not make it another day. I knew it was a long shot that you'd answer, even if you check your email this weekend. You've been more distant since I showed you my new car. I miss the support I used to get from you. I really need that support right now. I'm trying to stay strong for the dog, but am crying so much that my eyes are nearly swollen shut. I'm pretty sure that you may as well cancel my appointment on Monday. If the dog is still alive, she won't be able to travel and i won't leave her alone. If she dies, then I won't be able to drive. .

You've been such an important part of my life. You helped me stabilize. What a long, strange trip it's been.