I don't think anyone wants to live in a place you described. OCD of not. I never did. Don't know where you live that you have no choices for nicer place. I thought you live in the nice area since you think Kentucky is not a good choice. .

Why can't you live in a building that owned by church? Is if because you aren't religious? I bet they don't care. You don't have much choice or choices are limited. It is either that or continue living the way you do. It is your choice. It sounds that you choose to stay where you were at.

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