So I called my T about noon hoping I could see him today. His voice mail says he's out all day. Damn damn damn.

I rarely have a crisis, but naturally one happens on a day when he's unreachable. Hopefully I can see him Monday.

So now for the Crisis Announcement: This morning I lost my job. My entire department (3 people) was laid off. I've been there over 7 years. I derive a huge amount of my self-esteem from my job (or did).

I know I can find another job eventually, but damn. I sure didn't want to be on the job market again. And naturally I worry about what I'll do if I have trouble finding work (especially given that I may want to see my therapist MORE often for a while, but I'll figure out how to pay for that).

On the plus side, I'm no longer anxious about group therapy given that I'll probably just ditch it (can't afford to do it too, plus I'd rather wait until my life is in order to figure out how to deal with a group).

WAH!!!!

Okay, do I get the prize for worst day?

Sidony