<font color="#000088"> I'm also Bi-Polar,and the medication that helped me get off the world I wanted to get off of was Topamax! It does have it's side-effects,like after awhile it effected my short term memory,but that world I was on before,it was well worth the trade. The benefits of the medication was worth the side-effects. Now medications don't always work the same for everybody, but maybe you ought to try it out,and just see if it works for you,if it does, you will feel so much better with the racing thoughts,you'll feel like you got a new brain!
I even started losing weight a lot faster after I started the Topamax,once it had time to fully start working,so it actually helped with more than just my Bi-polar. I'd highly recommend it,and if you do try it,I wish you the best of luck.
I take Valium for my Anxiety when I need it,but I mostly just take it as a mustle relaxant for my spinal injury,so it works for both! 2 birds with 1 stone,you know!
I used to think I needed a Lobotomy,before I got on the Topamax, it was a real life saver for me.Maybe it can be for you to! </font>