I came to the ER this morning with agonizing chest pain. It's some kind of lung infection called Pleurisy.

Well, I was discharged almost an hour ago and my fiancee is not responding to my texts or calls. He had to drop me off because the kids were with us.

I'm chilling in the waiting room drinking coffee, cuddled up with my blanket I brought with me. So glad I brought it, it comforts me.

I hate being in hospitals.... I'm getting really pissed at my fiancee. He probably fell asleep and nobody else is answering, all at work.

So here I am.....

A few days ago I had a dream I died. It was very strange. I never experienced a dream quite like that.

Has anyone ever controlled their dreams before?

I have 1 time ever...trigger.
I was tied up and a monster human was going to cut me. I looked over and there was an ipad on the wall, I clicked pause and he froze. I didn't want to get cut! I was aware I chose to stop it.
I got myself lose...and for some reason clicked play and took off running.