Thanks all!

Pinksoil: Yeah I left T a voice message that I was having a crisis. I didn't specify what it was but said I'd like to see him Monday instead of (or possibly in addition to) my usual Tuesday. So maybe he'll call me over the weekend if he gets his messages. I think he said he was out of town though, so dunno when he'll be back.

Regardless of what happens with my employment, I intend to stay in therapy!!!!

I did get a good severance package and will actually be paid for much of the summer. But that doesn't stop this from sucking, and I've REALLY got to find another job (I'm a single-income household so can't afford to be unemployed long!)

Damn, if I'd gone to therapy today T might have gotten to see me cry for once. After all, I cried almost every time one of my co-workers came in my office to say goodbye. I imagine they're going to be somewhat demoralized too. I am working through next week, but naturally everyone wanted to talk to me today. I'm glad they did though. It'd be worse if they avoided me.

I'm glad it was the whole department and not just me personally. Though I do feel bad saying that because it's not like I want other people to lose their jobs too. Actually I feel REALLY bad saying it but oh well. If I'd been singled out I would have just died. But our department's job is being eliminated and then outsourced.

I'm going to an unhappy happy-hour in a little while. At least I'll have some friends to cheer me up. Or at least buy me beer.

I'll survive. Thanks for the support! I fear I may be asking for it quite a lot for a while. :-(

Sidony