Yes its the strong part, the part that doesn't want to depend on anyone but me...I've been taught through alot of emotional abuse to not rely on anyone to share my feelings with...Just doing so on this forum is extremely hard for me...

My not so nice side told her that my father molested me when I was very small...I know thats not true, call it denial or whatever but he couldnt of done it so I dont know why this other part is saying he did...But my T believes that it happened, maybe not by my dad but someone did and I dont remember but all the signs point to it............

Confused full of rage wrapped up in a knot...