Thank you everyone for your input. I know I'm not happy, but I do love him very much. I just got home from volunteering at the Spartan race, and he was texting me all day with all kinds of poor me texts, with more innuendos implying suicide. He's been home since about 10a )its 1:15p now, continues to send the same type texts. I have no idea where he is. {{Sigh}} I don't want to be responsible for him killing himself, but I wouldn't even know where to send the cops right now.....