Thankyou, that does make sense. Not exactly understanding a person's situation, but knowing it is stressful for them. I feel myself detaching from people and things. For example, I dearly love my pets at home, but now I am begining to feel that I need to find a better home for them. Uncomplicate things. I totally agree that it is time to seek therapy. Even at a sliding scale, we couldn't afford it as my husband is temp. employed. He makes great money, but after bills are paid, we don't have enough but to buy a few groceries. We share his dinners that work pays for. That is why I was looking at different avenues to get talk therapy. I have heard of online talk therapy, though I know it is expensive, and I don't think it would be as helpful as face to face. I am doing fine today, but there is always tomorrow, and I don't like the rollercoaster of thoughts and emotional things. And the feeling of needing to detach myself from people and things.