I binged a bit last night and I'm not used to eating at night and I felt so guilty I purged for the first time in a long long time. I regret it because I don't want to make it a habit again but I'm already gaining weight this week and I just felt too disgusted with myself. Today will be better.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle
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