Thanks for the insight everyone. I am actually trying to figure myself out and not diagnosed. I was diagnosed with adhd and then depression after a phycotic episode in which landed me in inpatient for a month, that may have been induced from smoking weed. I just recently quit drinking four months ago and ever since its been a frigging rollercoaster. I havnt seen a docter or been on meds for my depression since 2007. I am ussually depressed but i do have ups that ussually dont last very long and end without notice. I felt great in the beginning of the week then i thought i was goona fall flat on my face like ussual, but no it was two days of angry rage and just wanted to put my first through the wall or my co workers. Then by friday the ussual feeling of worthlessness and lonelyness that is still going. I couldnt even get out of bed till 3 today. Worst frigging week ever. I didnt have mood swings this severe when i was drinking.